I knitted the invisible red string that tied us.
Hello everyone! I noticed that my profile and writings are gaining followers and viewers. I want to say thank you for reading my work and giving it claps.
Since I published the article about my last Medium piece about him, it feels wrong to me to gain followers but stop writing. So, I tried to dig through my notes app and pick some entries that reflect my feelings. Writing on Medium has been part of my coping mechanism after my first-ever breakup. I just want to let you know that I am not a professional writer; I write to express my emotions without burdening anyone. I hope you all understand the lack of content after this. I love you!
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I often hear stories about how fate brought two lovers when both of them least expected it.
Then they will love each others because just like Paulo Coelho on The Alchemist said "So, I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you."
Such a wonderful line.
But darling, you can have your own believe, but fate didn't bring us together. The universe conspired nothing for us to meet.
It was you among hundreds of men, and we—especially me—got to decide on that damn dating app.
My love, if it wasn’t you, then it probably would have been another man. But I wanted it to be you.
From that day, i chose you.
As a believer in God, of course, I do believe that it was with God's permission that we met.
Fate is something that has already happened, then my definition of fate might differ.
Fate isn't about coincidence.
Fate isn't about the conspiracy of the universe. Fate isn't something passive.
Sunshine, fate is an active thing. A detailed chaos which executed neatly. Fate is something between what i intended and what God premitted.
I spent days strategizing what i wanted, from that day, i knew i wanted you, i just didn’t know your name yet.
Love didn’t knock when I least expected it. I intended for it to happen. I didn’t wait for fate to come to me; I walked toward it. I love you deeply because I (still) choose to. There was no invisible red string of fate; I knitted the string consciously. I conspired it, and God approved.
They said, "What’s meant for you will come back to you."
If you ever want to come back to me, walk that walk and talk that talk.
I have always wanted to do that, but since you were the one who decided to end things, as you intended, I will respect the fate you knitted.
